Hug a poseur day

Built in her vision

shehara: Sometimes my nose whistles

hitesh: It's okay, ill penetrate your nose!

dayaan: and impregnate your eyeballs. What a fun ride to the delivery room that'll be


shehara: that is almost poetic

WORK ON THIS

dayaan: haha, are you serious?

shehara: ya plz


I see six eyes looking
Looking at me
Sharing your perception

I see six eyes looking
Looking at me
Occular penetration

I reach in with two hands
Pierced retinas
Bloodies t'sheets

I reach back with two hands
Lifeless and limp
Bloodies t'floor

I see four eyes looking at me
Looking back at two
With cruel intent

D.W 5/12/08

August Burns Red for Desert Rock '09

Peter says:
Desert Rock Festival’s announced line-up so far is: Arch Enemy, Opeth, Chimaira and August
Burns Red.
Peter says:

Dreamfall | noms you says:
WHAT
Dreamfall | noms you says:
THE
Dreamfall | noms you says:
FUCK
Dreamfall | noms you says:
SHIT ON A MULBERRY PATCH FUCKJING
Dreamfall | noms you says:
FUCK
Dreamfall | noms you says:
YUE
Dreamfall | noms you says:
SHIT
Peter says:
hehe
Dreamfall | noms you says:
OMG
Dreamfall | noms you says:
OMG
OMGOMEGIN EG
EGOINU83h
Dreamfall | noms you says:
3n94b
Dreamfall | noms you says:
FUCK SALAD
Dreamfall | noms you says:
SHIT
Dreamfall | noms you says:
OH MY GOD
Dreamfall | noms you says:
DUDE
Dreamfall | noms you says:
INSANITY UENU#BNF*)(H#
Peter says:
i am waitig for brunos reaction
Dreamfall | noms you says:
OH MY COCK BURN MASALA WTF SHITFUCK YESYES
Dreamfall | noms you says:
HOW DO YOU KNOW?!

So I began, with the end in mind

Syndrome

"Do you hear that?"

"Hear what?"

"They're not letting you go back"

"Wait, hear what?"

"Here they come.."

"But I thought...."

Thats all that I managed to get across as a white star burst into flames, and rained hell around the two of us.
Time isn't a factor well realised here, you could live a century in a second, and the only thing you'd have to prove you were there,
is the experience in itself.

Songlines

There are no secrets here
This is the busiest terminal in the universe
There's no way I can stay
Yet I've created this place

You existed here once before
I remember the outlines
I remember almost everything
We lay on the floor counting

I can't take anything with me
I can't leave anything behind
I have the tiniest part in this drama unfolding
Until I'm pulled back down

We have no consequence
We have no effect
We have nothing else
We are The Undreaming

D.W

I'm a mouse

Duh?

Being a smiley isn't really all that fun

I feel like I've been given a whiteboard and a large black marker pen with nothing on my mind so this'll have to suffice for now kai?.

Smileys have it bad

Bai

EDIT : Uploading onto the blog seems to butcher my beautiful clock :(, I'm going to have to link >.<.

Blowing away cobwebs and dried up wit

Er, hi.

Alright, lets see if I can actually get this thing back into gear, it's been almost a year since I visited, I'll leave you with something recent.

Thanks.

Sleep well my late friend
This was all over in a heartbeat
I hope you're never lied to
And I hope you'll forget

I can't leave this behind
These hands will always be mine

Blinding shine, whiten the road ahead
Eyes already widened minutes before
Two lives ended before they ever began
Walking it off, soft steps, weary wanderer

I can't leave this behind
These hands will always be mine

I'm home with a different colour
Your colours still run where I left you
These shades will forever bleed into one
These rivers will forever drown me

Dayaan,

For Kirk

I've forgotten what taste feels like
Now that I've crossed the space
Flickering butterflies cross the eyes
Drawing patterns within the hair flow

Now I know what they talked about
I've gone away, on a trip to return
Completely anew, nothing you've ever seen before
The street signs will stand as strong as I've left them

D.W 24/10/07

I wrote this in my head last night whilst driving home, showed it to Kirk a few minutes ago and he wanted me to put it up here.
Hope you like it as much as I try to.

Cheers all and have a great weekend.

They stand weathered

I trust the flow
For I swim in your sea
Your still waters
The liar sinks

I stay a constant
While they follow time
An easy way to start
What they once lost

I choose not to move
Rather sway
Slowly erode my patience
With the tease of the wind

With whatevers left
I'll still turn my pillow
To the spot where they once lay
With nothing but a sparkle of a future

That saw an end
The flow is swift
The flow erodes
I trust the flow

D.W 19/07

What I've been reduced to

Rit said:
thts the long haired
super tall guy

Rit said:
who sits next to bullu n uzma


Aye, I'm definitely not sticking around long.

Eid Mubarak everybody

P.S <3 Simon Amstell :)

Another year...

...with barely any difference.

Happy birthday Dayaan.

*pulls cracker*

*fizz*

Flicker

The streetlamps seem dimmer,
or is it just me?
nobody around to contradict,
or be comfortably lied to,

But I heard a whisper in the chaos of it all,
I heard the 9:15 sliding past,
And I promise to be motionless.

D.W
20/9

Whats with..

...me liking covers more than originals?.



<3 Frou Frou though this is just really really good.

Internet Flaming 101

HEY EURAKARTE
Donut[AFK]> INSULT
Eurakarte> RETORT
Donut[AFK]> COUNTER-RETORT
Eurakarte> QUESTIONING OF SEXUAL PREFERENCE
Donut[AFK]> SUGGESTION TO SHUT THE FUCK UP
Eurakarte> NOTATION THAT YOU CREATE A VACUUM
Donut[AFK]> RIPOSTE
Donut[AFK]> ADDON RIPOSTE
Eurakarte> COUNTER-RIPOSTE
Donut[AFK]> COUNTER-COUNTER RIPOSTE
Eurakarte> NONSENSICAL STATEMENT INVOLVING PLANKTON
Miles_Prower> RESPONSE TO RANDOM STATEMENT AND THREAT TO BAN OPPOSING SIDES
Eurakarte> WORDS OF PRAISE FOR FISHFOOD
Miles_Prower> ACKNOWLEDGEMENT AND ACCEPTENCE OF TERMS


Yeah, its from bash.org of course.
I joined MAHE.
I hate it.

Only 3 years to go though so yay *stab*.

Misogi

The most terrifying thing I can think of right now
Is a flash flood in a familiar room.
Your possessions, the more totemistic of which float about you
While your mind and body float around in confusion
Just knowing, eventually, fear and confusion on the bookshelf,
You realise whats about to happen and try for the door,
Panic-stricken thoughts projected like darts through the salt
Almost dissecting them in patterns.

The door isn't locked but everybody you ever loved continues at a drier pace,
Wondering why you drink so much, and will you ever awaken.

Awaken

You pinch yourself in an almost laughable way
Noticing the colours on the Dali coffee table book brushing past your earlobe
The progressive stages of desperation are as follows,

1.Shock
2.Disbelief
3.Hyper ventilation
4.Anger
5.Hyper ventilation
6.Exhaustion
7.Why me?
8.Defeat

Wallowing in a sea of self-pity, the balcony door slides open,
Kicking off a wall, you lunge towards it

But stop midway because you know there will be worse fates at hand,
At thought.

In succession.

Just embrace this inhuman,unworldy moment


For a while longer.


Farewell.

Pisschrist

Maybe it isn't all so deceptively linear, with event after event , unless you're a firm believer in fate.

I see it more like....a web, or an arrangement of fairy lights, each with varying intensity, its so fucking alive I can almost feel every fiber,

taste every leaf,
see every stupid animal-shaped cloud.

I've lived the better half of my life under the impression that I shouldn't really care about being an 'ist' or an 'ian' , even when told that I was probably just afraid of conforming.

Laughable.

Thats just it, isn't it?.How does one stray from conforming without actually doing so unintentionally?.

Well thats just it really,

intention.

Lets leave what we already know (or should know, *gazes at you meticulously*)

It's 3:09 AM, I should get some sneep.

I can't remember the last time I've felt so secure and stable, everythings under control and easy reach for now.

<3 you.

Hai ate us :(

So I picked up a couple of albums the other day, NIN's Year Zero that I've been putting off for a while, and I finally decided to pick up a copy and give it a go, while I was there, I also spotted 'Awake' by Josh Groban and thought I'd pick it up as well.
I've really liked this work before with 'Closer' but I have to say that at this point, I'm really lovering Awake, the lyrics are cheese of course, except for a few numbers but the man's vocal technique is astounding , you don't have to be a vocalist to catch upon a few interesting things he does in the album.

I've said it before when I used to run those old reviews and I still appreciate an artist who can use dynamics to his/her advantage. I'm a baritone myself and anyone would tell you how difficult it is to keep up with all those damned sopranos/tenors highs, Mr. Groban certainly does know how to raise you up even with a lower register (fuck did I just do that? , I swear it was unintentional,









fuck.)

I did get around to listening to Year Zero though, its a wonderful album, Reznor has again proven that he can still make music without the heroine, a flurry of high-fives to you my man.

Moving on, what?, I'm fine actually, a lot better in fact, thanks to her, I feel alive thanks for asking.

:)

The bands doing incredibly well too, Murtaza proved to be a great great great match with the Gotwood line-up, I hope he'll hang around with us :), look out for an EP coming out soon.

In other news, my 21st birthday since my esca....fuck.


In other news, my 21st birthdays coming up, am I excited?, nope.

Yes this was a post for the sake of posting, kinda the purpose of this blog, then again blogs don't need a purpose, just posts.

Goodnight.

No we aren't...

.....dead just yet :).

The Great Sea

It feels so good until the waves swallow you whole.

I wonder what comes first, the thought that you're actually drowning, or the quick burst of air that fills your lungs soon after.

Sometimes realisation isn't as swift as we hope it'd be.

This sea is almost an ocean, I cannot help but pour more in.

I wonder why I care, I see through it anyway.

When all you think you needed was just one breath to stay afloat.

It will be taken away.

This is an endless cycle of inspiration and disappointment.

As one dies, another is reminded of it's fate.

The sea has become us, we've become the sea.

This is but the first wave.

Realisation will never be as quick.

So I began with the end in mind.


Caes