I long for that feeling, to not feel at all.

-OS

Penny Crush Parade

The machine is dying.

The machine is on fire.

Hurtling in no direction.

Metal bled, create the past.

Someone jam the wheels. 

Take down the sails.

If I had the means.

Had I the gall.

To steer, that which can't be stopped.

Let us await.

Await the hour.

Maybe I'll have it in me. 

After all. 

D.W

"The life of this world is only the enjoyment of deception (3:185)"

The monotheistic doctrines of this world are the real deception. Courtesy of the Church and the Mosque.

A Prayer

When it's time to fall,
Let the ground catch me

When the lights are out,
Let the momentum survive

If the waters break,
Give me buoyancy

When I'm not as translucent as I hope I'd be
I am The Comedian

When I fade away
Lord give me strength.
For I am the unloved.


D.W

God pulled the plug.

Mother nature and the nature of man conflict.
Warm, humming wires and whirring cogs now frozen still.
Once occupied minds, now desperately try and grasp on to anything.
Anything even remotely reminiscent of a few hours ago.
The soft hum of spinning fans would be a delight.
A reassuring reminder that even though my conscious self is occupied, things are working.
I do not remember the last time I picked up a pen.
Already my fingers have begun to ache.
Have I really filled out half a page?


If there really is a Hell, and we're living it,
then this must be purgatory.
Whatever I am writing right now has no purpose.
I haven't decided why I even began.
Maybe I'm bored.
Maybe I wanted to make use of however much sunlight I have left.
Maybe I'm remembering my life at a much simpler time.

In the span of a long wink

What's to happen tomorrow?
What led me here?
I can't have imagined any of this.
Am I imagining this?
I'm constantly chased by the end of a sentence.
And the pen in his hand, drags against tired paper.

How am I to finish this chapter?
Do I honestly want to finish it?
Or have my four walls finally had enough?
But I see space sometimes. A clear horizon that stretches through any wall I have imagined.
I am moving towards it. My eyes shut as I pass through walls with much ease.

I see mirrors.
I break into a run.
I imagine obstacles.
I dismiss them.
I create walls.
Fucking walls.
I'm angry.
I tear through.
I see light beyond light.
My eyes feel like I'm on fire.
I'm spinning furiously.

You're momentarily concerned.

"Hello?"

"Hm? Oh, sorry. Lost in thought"

We continue.

I am shaken.

I am still.

D.W

Upside down

"Hear me out", she says
"We aren't actually here"

"Where are we then?", I ask
Wide eyed, and yearning

"There's an ocean between us. I can't tell you everything, but it's a journey for me to take. Not you."

We've come full circle, and this is where I willingly sink.

The sun's smile fades while I speed slowly towards a soil bed.

Good morning, my darling.

-DW

North

In this coil, I grow weak
My precious son has risen, above even soil
This callous past, wakes me before I wake
It is my turn now
To say good morning to the sun

D.W

I'm back.

I think.

Bibliography

"I do not believe in God or a god, I believe in the power of faith. Its healing powers and the happiness it brings believers. To them, I wish them goodwill and happiness, and I commend them on finding it today. But I hope to my peoples' creation that they find out that the last page of their novelle has been torn out and they find out there might be nothing beyond this mortal coil. I hope their happiness lasts their entire lifetime, because after that, I believe there is nothing. The beauty of it all is that they will never know, and neither will we." D.W

Gatineau

If we were young
We'd disappear
Find a new place
Amidst the hills
And luscious green

And start a new day
And start a new way
And start all over
Again

But you aren't you
And I'm far from me
Let's wile away time
Kiss by kiss
Lie by lie
Until we unravel and collide again

I see the settling
In your eyes
Wallowing in pools of uncertainty
Grudgingly content
Dare I try
To walk right through you

Clueless in her eyes
Visions of settling
Though she denies
The charade is never ending
For the first time, I draw breath

D.W 12/11

Siren Red

You are my solace
When I look around me and all I see are walls
You are gravity
My worldly sins mean nothing to you
I do not expect them to
My rainy day shoulder

The dry hand of a gentleman
Pulling me out of places I once called home
The wry smile of a mistress laying on a motel bed
The devilish skip of a piper
The dizzying dance of a fae
The endearing touch of a stranger
Soft promises, never kept
That I never cared for

Tell me lies, tell me anything
Share your victories
Hold me against a wall and ravage me
Lay me on the floor and shut mine eyes
Tomorrow is a sky away

You make me forget
I am humbled

-DSW

14/08/11

I have new holes in my face

And they hurt a lot, still it was worth it. Had them done 3 days ago. Fun times. Also awesome Italian street dog. I dropped pickles all over the sidewalk.

This is why I love the internet

"Personally I believe God farted the Big Bang and got bored so he found a planet and put life on it. Got bored of it, made them evolve. Got horny, fucked a dinosaur, was BEYOND HORRIBLE so he slightly altered the path of a meteor which was going to be a near miss. Rest was chance."

-Anonymous

Sea bed

I drown forever

For I swim in your sea.

Oceans wrap their loving waves around me.

Skies smile down sunshine.

I'm dragged deeper.

Your chains tattooed on my leg.

Pulled down to heaven.

It is fortunate.

That you are shallow.

D.W

The stars, the Moon, they have all been blown out.

Shameless plug

Come have a listen

I've recently been playing with a Vestax Typhoon that I've bought, running on Traktor Pro. After what seems like just a few weeks I think I've outgrown it though, still serves me well. I really don't know what else to fill up this post with. Hope you like.

The Zenith

Maybe they had places to be,
Maybe I was noticeably full
Maybe the stars were already in my favour
Though I didn't notice.

Maybe this is what was meant to happen
Maybe I wasn't needed
Maybe all the while I was happy
Though I didn't feel it.

I should've never told my story
I could've been a locked box
I would've been exciting and rewarding
Had you been my key

Now that all this time has passed
Now that my stars have lit up the sky
Maybe this was meant to happen
Maybe you'll sing for me tomorrow

-Dayaan W

Opinion

"I'm atheist for many reasons. First, let's look at Christianity. There is only 1 bible that states rules/guidelines for a good life and get into "heaven". Yet there are many denominations in Christianity that seem to only want to follow certain rules and say the rest do not apply to their denomination. Ex: the bible says to not to drink in excess to get drunk. Yet some Christian denominations say it's Ok. Now I'm not saying I'm holier than thou, because I drink all the time but I don't follow religion. So if you are breaking all these rules of the bible and lets face it we allllll do it, we judge people, covet other peoples things, etc. then how can we call ourselves true Christians. If we are all Christian then there should be only one denomination that follows just the bible and that's it.

Next, looking over at the middle east, I think taking of lives for a god is absolutely ridiculous. I think those religions along with Christianity brain wash people and gives a small group of people power over so many peoples lives. And to be able to control the lives of others on a whim especially the radicals is a dangerious weapon. These few tell millions that if they don't follow certain "rules" that they will burn in hell for eternity. And as people we fear what we fear uncertainty and then follow these rules, even to go as far as taking the lives of innocent people, because well obviously we don't want to burn in hell and reach whatever heaven they believe in. But these rules are in put in place to make life easier for those who make and implement them.

Now I will say that religion does highlight good morals and maybe that helps to prevent a certain amount of chaos, but a lot of these morals should be common sense. On the other hand, what are most wars caused over? Religion. Probably one of the biggest instigators actually. So why is something that is supposed to make people's lives so much happier cause so much destruction and chaos?

I believe that religion is for the people who need to be told what to do because they can't make life decisions themselves because they are weak mentally. So if someone is telling them what to do, that kick in the ass so to speak, they will do what they are told. People who continually to fuck up in life do to stupid decisions they've made on their own accord turn to religion to forgive them because they cannot forgive themselves.

Think about this. If I took a group of children to an Island and told them that a giant sea creature ruled the island, and If was was adament about the idea and preached it everyday, they'd believe me. Anyone told something enough times if not knowing any better will believe anything they are told and in a few generations you'd have an island full of inhabitants that believe a story that I pulled out of my ass. Who says religion isn't the same. We'll never know what happened thousands of years ago, some guy could of just written the Bible/Qur'an/Tanakh or whatever on a whim.


That's just my two cents.

One Love,"
Willzy

The Promise

I wish I had something concrete to believe in. I'm starting to fear that I've been lied to from the very hour of my birth. Or perhaps everyone is lied to.

The lies grip your head before sensibility has any chance to counter them, you are left stripped off your dignity, wealth, courage. Cursed to live amongst liars, and fairytale promises, conditioned to believe without condition, damned to live in fear.

Is this not the greatest injustice?, yet the hand of the first intellectual, is swiftly cut down in fear.

This is their greatest defense, those who live in fear, propogate fear within our children, who later follow orders that they instill in their hearts, all on their own at a later age. Oh the irony.

My friends, we are celebrating a notion, not a fact.

Believe in this, for whatever may be,

He still loves you dearly.

Does he not?.

D.W